While we are not going backwards it sometimes feels that way. Brooklynn is just a little fighter. We went to Texas Children's a little earlier than we had planned. I had that "mommy feeling" that something just wasn't right. After going we found that her heart is very strong. However, the holes in her heart are causing more fluid into her lungs. We are going to add one more medication and if we don't see progress then it is time to talk about surgery sooner than later. She has only gained an ounce in three weeks. She is now 7lbs 4 oz at 9 weeks. It breaks my heart to pieces that I can't "fix" her. We go back to Texas Children Tuesday and I am hoping, like everytime, he will say she is fine. Unfortunately, I always hear what I don't want to hear. The waiting to see what's going to happen is the hardest part. She has brought Tommy and I closer together than I ever thought possible and is our angel.